Jake's Journal
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Book I

Journal entry 1 

     I’ve stared at this journal for over a week now, too afraid to lift it from the nightstand let alone lift its cover to write anything. It is obvious that I’ve overcome those two phases in my trepidations, yet there is still a third waiting, beckoning. No, I am not yet ready to take a single glance at any page from the past.  

     When I first woke it was flickering in the light of a lantern on the nightstand, lying on top of a wood-bound tome beside a cup of water. The last time I had any sight of this journal prior to that moment was when I placed it inside of the barrel on the ship. They are obviously aware this journal exists since they must’ve found it and placed it here, yet I still feel compelled to hide it whenever anyone enters the room.

      The memories I have of that day come only in flashes: A moment of collecting lumber and barrels, some rope and nails from the dark of the hold. I recall taking the remainder of the sail that I had been using to strip into gauze for the wounds of the crewmen. I remember the single shaft of moonlight through the hatch, guiding my way to the ladder. There was a very large sliver in the heel of my thumb, and there was a little blood to suck from it. Following that I was placing this book into the barrel and sealing it shut. There was the moment when I laid face down on the deck of my makeshift raft. I was trying to gain thrust by leaning over the front and paddling with my hands, but the barrels lifted me too high above the water to get a decent grip.

     And I remember waking in the rain; the downpour of rain, and I remember voraciously drinking the water that sluiced through a crease in the canvas that I folded and held in front of my mouth. The rain burned as it pelted my back and shoulders, but the pain told me I was still alive. I was rejuvenating. 

      How I built a raft in a dying state is but a mystery still, and though one might believe divine instruction could be the only answer, I cannot believe my life would be spared by the choice of some omnipotent being while the rest of the crew perished before my eyes. I cannot believe my life would be spared before George’s, since he was true of heart and intention, and his will could never be bent enough to break his morality – one which reasons that we should find harmony with the sky, the land, and all life in and upon it so that we may live as we would like to live, and be treated as we treat all other things in life.

     George believed his morals were instilled by the same God, who he claimed, birthed him. George believed in omnipotence. Not I.

     Though I was spent of all energy, I still managed to hoist such a heavy object over the gunwales, which then fell ten feet to the water and the binds held fast? I was spent of all energy, yet the ropes were tied tight enough to hold the lumber to the barrels for the entire voyage across the Great Sea?

     High Namer Sedranis claims that it was the god Oghma who instructed him to save me. 

     I woke to the sounds of seagulls and the waves washing the beach. There was a distinct taste of salt fused with the metallic flavor of stale blood. My lips and arms were stinging fiercely where the salt coated the insides of the cuts, and my neck and shoulders were burning from the surface of the reddened skin to deep into my muscles. It was only then I heard his voice.

     “I have been sent to save you, Son.” 

     I tried lifting my head to see the face where the voice was coming from, but it was nothing more than a silhouette of a hooded figure shrouded in the blinding white light of the sun. Suddenly I was raised from the ground, unaware that I had been lying on a stretcher. He placed the wetted leaves between my lips and told me to hold them there, and to breathe through my nose. From whatever tree those leaves were born, they were soothing to say the least. And I recall the image of the back of a man’s shirt as I was carried from the shore. 

     That was the last thing I remember before waking again when High Namer Sedranis came to visit me and sat at my side. He told me of Oghma’s forewarning of my arrival five days in advance. He says that it was during meditation that Oghma came to him to tell him of a young sailor adrift at sea, who at noontime in five days would wash ashore near the Harbor Tower. Apparently, it was five days later at noontime that Sedranis stood upon the beach, awaiting the arrival of my body.

     He said I was delivered unto him, and that this place is where I am meant to be. He called it my new home. But I told him that the gods are nothing more than myth, and whatever he heard in his meditation must’ve been a coincidence. Though now I feel a bit of remorse for being so dismissive, as I am truly grateful for his hospitality. After all, I currently have nowhere else to call home.

 

Journal entry 2

I finally pulled open the wooden cover of the large book on the nightstand. Ornately inscribed on the first page is The Book of Knowledge. I only fanned the pages, as there are many hundreds of them, all beautifully decorated by the hand of a true artisan. As a young man I believed manuscripts are often decorated not for reverence, but to cover up pages of misinformation. The more ornate, the greater chance there is to find inaccurate and misleading information. If my youthful mind was correct then the Book of Knowledge is one great tome of lies.    

 

Journal entry 3

I am healing well in this temple they call the Silent Room, yet I still experience nightmares.  There are specters in black that lead me to places I’d rather not venture into. They know I would prefer to stay behind yet I am compelled to follow anyway. It may be to the top of a tower where my legs and arms are wrapped about its spire as I cling to it for dear life. It could be to a torch-lit cave where only their shadowy presence surrounding me, as if I am the subject of some forlorn ritual, is enough to frighten the cold sweat from my pores. It could be and has been to many odd locations, yet it always ends where I am floating in the middle of the ocean beneath a dome of stars, and though there are a hundred men awake at my sides, the only sound I hear is the water slapping against the hull. The sound is ominous and I begin to feel claustrophobic as it moves over the gunwales, shrouds my body, and climbs up over my shoulders and drowns my ears. The sound muffles and the lapping waves grow louder until I wake in a frightened state.

Marta has visited me each day to wash my wounds and change the dressings. She takes me on walks upstairs to get sunlight in the cloister, where we sit in the open air amongst the hedges and flowers growing in large stone pots set along the walkways. It’s peaceful there in the silence, but even more so when she speaks. Her voice is sharp yet it yields a gentle edge, like a practice blade with its’ rounded edges. I ask her about herself, but she is quite bashful and is a difficult nut to crack. She is also quite beautiful when she unveils her large brown eyes from beneath the curtain of dark hair.

I’ve learned she is two years older than me at 24, yet does not wear a ring or amulet of marriage, and from my inquiries I believe she does not hold the affection of anyone in particular. I am confused as to why, and often I lay wondering what parts of mine she might’ve seen, or washed, while I was still unconscious.

She has shown me some other places of interest in the Silent Room. Just off the cloister is the warming room where the eternal fire burns, and I caught a quick glimpse of the library, as we passed by to the main chapel.

 

Journal entry 4

 This evening High Namer Sedranis came to my room. He is a man of regular stature; maybe five feet eleven inches tall, but with an attitude that made him seem a bit taller than that. He holds his bladed nose high above a long white mustache which falls pointedly down around his mouth and beyond the short beard that frames his sharp and protruding chin. He tried to set his personality of one who is strict and uncompromising. I quote him, “If you abide you will succeed. If you think you will not abide you will be taught to think otherwise.”

I found myself upset by his demands and pompousness, so in return I asked, “What if I left on my own volition?”

To that he smirked, and his grey eyes fell into their lids as he laughed through his long, bladed nose. “If you left? Are you implying that you could simply walk away and quit this Temple?” His long grey ponytail brushed his back as he paced until he stopped before me and set his eyes on mine. “I think you lack the understanding of your situation. You cannot walk away from here without being brought back by the Savior who delivered you. Do you know that only two men survived the Black Moon? You and a man named Hatley. No, of course you don’t. Do you at least remember being on the brink of death? Certainly you saw the specter appear before your very eyes with his soul and cohort Life-In-Death.”

“You read my journal?”

“Heh! No, Boy we did not read your journal. We have no need to read your journal as Oghma has given us the full details of your voyage. All that you witnessed, all that you suffered through. We know about the bird, and the drinking of blood. We know about your friend George, and his unfortunate suicide, and how you rolled his lifeless body over to suck the pus from his boils.”

“I never did that! I would never do that! Those were the others! The Riggers!”

“Oh, but Jake you did.”

I stood stunned. My mind had been in a frenzied state aboard the ship, but I cannot believe I performed such an inhuman act. I cannot remember doing it, and I certainly don’t want to believe I did. Not to George.

“Jake, you are breathing before me because Oghma commanded it to happen this way. I would hope you would believe me when I say that it is not I who wants to spend my time tutoring a man who would rather “Walk away on his own volition,” as you put it. And not only do I dare not defy the commandments of our Lord Savior Oghma, but I will give my life to see that his commandments are fulfilled. For some reason that I have yet to grasp, our Great Lord Oghma has commanded us to raise you into the priesthood. Hundreds of men and women regularly pass into this temple to worship our Lord Savior, who would give all of their possessions to be in your situation; hand-picked by Him. So you see, Boy, you need to first learn to manifest humility, and extreme gratitude for your current situation. After all, you owe him your very life, since if it were not for his wishes you would be nothing more than a stain of ash in the palm of Death.”

He turned and was leaving at a quick pace but quickly stopped at the doorway. “To settle your mind, Jake, not a soul lifted the cover to expose even a single page of your journal, as that is your personal possession. Those are your own private thoughts and experiences. Here, beneath the guidance of our Lord Oghma dishonesty and deception are not tolerated. We do not lie to, or cheat others. Nor do we pry into their private matters… unless it is used to subjugate evil, of course. Here in the Silent Room we seek knowledge. We seek to learn and disseminate all there is to know about the matters of the Universe. The fish and frogs, the birds and beasts, the bugs and blooms, and out to the stars and beyond. All of the elements of our universe including the energy that binds it are our interests. Yet we believe that not a single tiding, not a single word of news or history, should be delivered without first undergoing the test of accuracy and honesty. This is what Oghma wants, and Oghma gets what he wants whether by hook or crook. Apparently, Oghma wants you to be a member in his glorious Kingdom. So you see, if you ever left to quit this temple, Oghma would simply send you back.

“Now, get some rest, Boy. High Priest Raileht will see you in the morning. Going forth you will report to him.”


Dear Oghma,

 I’m not entirely sure how to do this, since I don’t know if you can see everything that I’m doing, and is it possible that you can hear everything I’m saying? Can you read my thoughts? Can you give me some kind of… sign? Such as; if you can see me writing this, knock once on the footboard… Does the lack of a knock mean you can’t see me writing this, or is it that you aren’t here right now? Knock once… I just think that if we are to have this relationship, which to me seems somewhat of a great grandfather-great grandson relationship, we need to be able to communicate with one another… can you knock once or give me some sign? Ok then, I guess I’ll just write.

 

Dear Oghma,

 Initially, I would like to thank you with all of my soul for saving my life. I admit that I am confused as to why you chose me, and not some other poor soul such as George. He was a very fine fellow, and some might say had a heart of gold. I know I would say it. I don’t know why you spared my life, yet he was driven to suicide. Could you not have spared him from the madness? I apologize Oghma if I seem unappreciative, I truly am thankful. I really do want to believe what Sedranis says, and I would be nothing less than honored to learn the ways of the humble.

Though, I wish you would give me a knock. You might know what I am writing at this very moment, so it would seem a waste of time to tell you what you already know. If you can read my mind… well then you know even before I can finish writing it down.

 Again Oghma I apologize for my impetuousness. I understand that your will is why I live on today. For that I owe you the life that you saved. For that I promise to do my best to become your humble servant, Jake.

 

Dear Oghma,

 Though I’ve regularly ventured about the Temple with Marta, this morning High Priest Raileht gave me a formal tour of the Silent Room.  He introduced himself and quickly turned to have me follow. He seems to be ashamed of his short stature, as he strained to keep his head as high upon his neck as possible while giving off an air of smugness. 

 We began upstairs in the main Chapel where he taught me the basics; the nave and the presbytery before leading me to the small chapels used for private prayer and meditation. We passed through the vestry and the cloister before touring the living quarters for the priests and priestesses, the clerics, and the living quarters of the High Namer.

Beyond that we passed into the library. As soon as we entered I was taken aback by the sheer size of the room, and by the volumes of books that coat the walls. Rolling ladders are attached to iron rods that run the circumference of the room, so one can reach the shelves which stretch 16 feet to the gabled ceiling. In the center of the room are a number of private reading tables, where a few clerics, a priest, and a couple priestesses sat by themselves with their eyes and minds glued to their studies. Prior to leaving he introduced me to the Head Librarian, Gladyras Dunch, a rotund elderly woman with a head of purple curls. He told me that I’d be reporting to her first thing tomorrow morning.

We left and entered a walkway that led to the stairwell down to the cellar. My room is here, along with a great number of others which act as the living quarters for the maids and stewards and servants. Raileht left me at my door, and suggested that I spend the rest of the day reading the Book of Knowledge that sits on my nightstand.

 

Dear Oghma,

 My days are now scheduled. Each morning I perform my Cornerstone ritual that is known, as you certainly know, the Binding. I follow that with stretching and twenty minutes of calisthenics before tending to my personal hygiene. I then take myself to the dining hall for a small meal of eggs and bread, and follow it up with an apple. There is one table that I enjoy sitting at most, since it gives me a clear view of the pilgrims and daily visitors that arrive by foot and caravan, some individuals and some entire families. They mostly come to visit the library, but many come simply to pray. I imagine you see them here, Lord Oghma, and I imagine you know them.

After I take my morning meal I make my way to the library and report to Mrs. Dunch. I keep the books in their order so that they may be easily found, and those books returned or left behind by the patrons at the reading tables are also returned to their proper locations. Often enough the people will take one from a shelf, leaf through it, and misplace it upon another shelf, so of course those must also be reorganized.

My afternoon meal consists of a draught along with a bowl of various nuts and berries that are brought from all over Toril. Some come to the temple by way of tithing. The rest are purchased from the market.

Following the meal my next phase is dependent upon the day of the week. If it’s the first, third, fifth, seventh, or ninth day of the week I retire to my room where I read and study from your great book, Lord Oghma. If the number of the day is an even number then I would then head to the Study to meet with High Priest Raileht for my tutoring.

I then return to the dining hall for my evening meal of meat and potatoes, of which the dish determines the drink. Steaks and stews are accompanied by a draught, whereas soups, salads, and poultry settle better with wine or mead.

I will then pay a visit to Marta. It is nice to see her with her hair released from the band that it’s strapped in throughout the day, and I admire how it waves down to wash against her shoulders.

We sit and talk over a glass of wine, and sometimes two. We share stories and ideas, and she sometimes offers improvements to mine with her wit and wisdom. I consider this my nightly Cornerstone ritual, which you know as the Covenant, as I’ve been told that I am to freely share my thoughts and knowledge. She is very intelligent, her personality is radiant, and I find it humbling yet exciting that she confides in me while she remains beneath a veil of shyness to all others. Her deep brown eyes shine a beckoning light from the nearby candles. She often purses her thin lips when deep in thought, and the energy that she exudes is magnetic. Even when we only talk about the weather, I am most comfortable when she is near to me.

After I leave Marta’s room I retire to my own, to read and study from your great book, or to write of truths that I’ve learned that day. I pay my thanks to you, and blow out the candle.

I’m at that point now, Lord Oghma.

 Your humble servant,

Jake

 

Dear Oghma,


I’ve advanced in my studies, and this afternoon we broke from my instruction on your good word for Raileht to introduce me to a cleric named Creasus Camlet. He is a large fellow in both height and girth, but seems to be somewhat of a gentle giant. When he smiles the sides of his mouth sink into his cheeks, and he keeps the top of his head smooth and polished above a ring of thick brown hair. He scanned me from head to toe then offered me his huge hand for a gentleman’s shake.  He went motionless, his grip went limp, and he held my hand aloft to gaze at the many slashes of scar tissue on my arm. I could see through his hazel eyes to an open and pitiful heart, and his face blossomed into a welcoming smile, “I see we’ve suffered through our tribulations,” he said with a shortness of breath and with random squeaks. “Let us continue working your way toward the triumphs, yes?”

“Master Camlet is to instruct you on channeling the Divine Will of our Lord Oghma.” Raileht said. “Some call it magic, but of course that is the erroneous word of the misinformed. Accurately speaking it is the ability to use the energy of the gods to cast spells, both harmful and healthy, so when one finds themself in a situation that calls for either, it’s pretty important to get it right. Aside from High Namer Sedranis, Master Camlet is the best we have here in the Silent Room. In fact, I’d wager that he is the second finest spell caster in all of Faerun.”

“What about you?” I asked.

“Me?”

“Yes, of course. Doesnt your title imply that you are second best?” I quickly looked to Master Camlet, “No offense, of course.”

Camlet humbly looked down, “None taken, I assure you.”

Raileht smiled, “Yes, one would think, but I have challenged Master Camlet to many acasting contest over the past years, and the only reason I continue to do so is to hopefully see the day when I’m finally victorious. No Son, I have earned my place not through the casting of spells, but through the consumption and dissemination of knowledge; Oghma’s will, if you will. You see Jake, one can only become a High Priest in Oghma’s realm after they have mounted their sword upon their wall as a token of the many victories they’ve earned. I like to say, ‘its so last decade. Or, ‘been there, done that. You see at this point in my life, the sword and the spell are paltry things… ” He turned to Camlet, “No offense, of course.”

Camlet humbly looked down, “None taken, I assure you.”

My Dear Lord Oghma, that moment was indeed awkward.

Your humble servant, Jake

 

Dear Oghma,

Now that I’ve become quite proficient in reorganizing the library books, I am able to take advantage of the extra time to visit Creasus Camlet. He is instructing me to form a connection to you, so that you may use me as somewhat of a conductor for your power. He told me it is called Channel Divinity, and obviously I have yet to build what he calls, “the tunnel” that apparently connects my “core” to yours. He says the “core” lives in the center of my chest, and is the source of my energy, my being, my soul. I am to build a connection from your core to mine, and another from my core to my mind, so that I may will your energy through my core. He says that it’s imperative that all three points remain active, and if any link in that chain fails the entire chain fails. I understand it takes some time to learn, and indeed a lot of practice. I do look forward to the day when the tunnel is complete, and I am able to channel your divinity so that we may be in synchronization with one another. Unless we already are…? If we are please knock once…

 

Dear Oghma,

It’s been 9 days since my last entry, as most of my time is spent writing and passing out knowledge to the public. The subjects are many; ranging from ranged attacks to runes; From charisma to a cure wounds recipe. I’ve also spent many hours speaking to the craftsfolk in this section of Suzail, and I’ve been learning their processes. I’ve learned quite a bit about the crafting of steel, and I’ve come to believe that many smiths are not adding value to their own livelihoods, let alone the steel which they produce into which their epithet is forged. Smiths are correct in believing that simply adding carbon to their iron makes a stronger steel. I believe they stop short of process improvement, however, and that if they sought to further better their product they would introduce oxidation to their metallurgy. I only need to punch a hole in the bloomer and connect a hose to billows as a test of my theory. I believe blowing away the impurities would create a stronger steel, and my Lord if my prediction is correct I am going to publish the work, and to your liking I will give it away to the public free of charge.


Dear Oghma,

I want to thank you for allowing the tunnel to be created between us. As you are well aware, it was late this morning when the energy burst from the center of my chest and blew out through my shoulders and arms. I pushed my meditative trance right through my palms and into reality where I pulled that fire right out of the sky… I nailed the target from 25 feet away… those sacks of hay were on fire… WTF?  

So there’s that…

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake


Dear Oghma,

I am grieving over the accidental destruction of the bundles of parchment beside my writing table. If I had known that it would cause an evacuation of all 37 residents in the cellar I would’ve tucked my hands into my pockets instead. It was a reaction to my new found urge to light things on fire. Much like the Dining Hall incident, though I so humbly beg you believe me when I say that I was only wishing to warm my eggs. So, I am making a promise that from now forward I will tame my urges. You shall never again see me attempt a fireworks show in the Cloister to impress Marta, nor will I ever again extinguish the perpetual flame in the warming room. In all honesty I never gave much thought to the adage “fight fire with fire”.

Camlet stopped by my room this evening and told me that tomorrow we will be moving on to new spells. I was hoping to move directly into channeling Guiding Bolt, but he said that he spoke with Raileht who spoke with Sedranis, and it was Sedranis himself who believes that I should learn the Bless spell, or one that is used for healing as opposed to one that causes any type of destruction.

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake


Dear Oghma,

Many weeks have passed since I last thanked you in writing. I’ve spent quite some time at the range with Camlet. He and I finally finished working through the slew of weapons at our disposal to see which best suited me. Those are certainly the mace and the crossbow. I seem to have a natural ability with those rather than bladed weapons. I will admit that each moment I find myself standing with a mace in my hand, I am secretly wishing that my palms were instead clutching the energy that is channeled when casting a spell.

My progress, as you know, has advanced at a quick pace. I am fairly proficient in both Bless and the Heal Wounds spells. My casting of Sacred Flame is still a bit rusty, though I have spent many long hours in practice. And since I am now allowed to cast Guiding Bolt, I can admit that I feel a sense of pride in my accomplishments regarding spellcasting. Yet, each day I long to get back to practicing with Camlet, our time together has been cut shorter for what Raileht considers to be more pressing matters. Raileht and I spend longer hours together studying the numerous passages from your tome.

Though if I may ask a question I would like to ask why I am being trained in combat when your word states that all life is precious?

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake


Dear Oghma,

This afternoon, I noticed a hooded figure sneaking about the library. I was high on the ladder reshelving books and when I turned to start down I caught a glimpse of him in the corner of my eye. He was throwing furtive glances left and right as he approached the section where we shelve the books that are restricted from being checked out. Those books are extremely rare, and are absolutely forbidden to leave the library. I stood and watched from a distance knowing he was not seeing me, as he removed three books in succession and tucked them into his cloak. I wrapped my feet to the wooden rails and quickly slid down the ladder. “Hey!” I called, and at breaking the sacred silence all eyes in the library turned to me. All save those of the man who remained cloaked in his hood and was sneaking toward the exit. “Hey!” I called again, and quickened my pace. The nervous gasps from the visitors and another call was all it took for him to turn to notice me. His eyes were deep brown and he brought his brows down between them when he smiled a yellow smile. Then he turned away quickly and broke into a run. He was a good 30 paces ahead of me when he slammed open the doors, and he kept that distance as I gave chase. I reached outside and ran into the road when I saw him on the other side of a group of startled onlookers. His hand was high above his head, and upon dropping it I heard the fireballs start falling around me. I was lucky to only get hit by one that set my cloak aflame, yet I stopped, dropped, and rolled and only took 2 damage. Unbeknownst to me Marta was close by. Through the clamor of shrieks I heard her voice call for me to follow. I could not see her in the fray as the people scattered in all directions. From behind she grabbed my hand and pulled me back inside of the Temple. She led me to the infirmary where she nursed the burn on my shoulder, and I was happy I followed. I digress my Lord, the point is the man got away with what appeared to be three rare books from our collection. I informed High Priest Raileht and he went motionless once I told him of the moment in the library when the man turned to face me. I saw beneath his cloak, the emblem of a domino mask in the shape of a bat emblazoned upon his tunic. I’m not sure what that means, nor would Raileht tell me before he ran off to find High Namer Sedranis. He only said that he’d inform me of what I need to know at a later time.

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I shall die before I wake. I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake

 

Dear Oghma,

 Creasus Camlet appeared in my doorway this evening, smiling, and a bit giddy in the neck. His bulbous cheeks were rosier than usual, and he smiled into them and clapped his hands beneath his chin. “Oh, I have a present for you.” He handed me a list of items to pack for what will be my first adventure in your service. The items are as follows:

 Tome of Oghma – The Book of Knowledge

  1. 4 pairs of undergarments
  2. 2 pairs of pants
  3. 2 tunics
  4. Cloak
  5. 1 set of plate mail: consisting of shirt, gauntlets, and leggings
  6. Mace
  7. Crossbow with 20 bolts
  8. Shield
  • Priest’s Pack: consisting of Backpack, Blanket, 10 Candles, Tinderbox, Waterskin, Alms Box, 2 Incense blocks, Censer, Vestments (replace with 10 days rations)
  • Bed roll
  • Bottle of ink, pen, and journal

 

We are to travel to Westgate and retrieve the books that were stolen by a member of a thief’s guild called the Night Masks. Camlet says that many of their members are vampiric, and though I’ve never faced a vampire before I have looked Death in the face, so I think I can hold my own. And it isn’t as if I hold any prejudgment toward vampires, it’s that I cannot nor will not tolerate thieves and liars.

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I shall die before I wake. I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake


Maiden Adventure

 Dear Oghma,

 It was after noontime, and we were set to venture to Westgate nearly 220 miles from the shores of Suzail. I was surprised to see High Priest Raileht with his Priest’s Pack on his back, and a mace and two daggers sheathed on either hip. I questioned him for a motive strong enough to bring him out of his retirement; to retrieve his sword from the wall, so to speak. He gave me a smile and said, “I know it’s been some years, but when we figured the books were stolen by the Night Masks I felt obliged to join. I have a score to settle with them that is too long-standing. For years I have struggled with both forgiving and forgetting, but this recent act of thievery only fanned the flames further to when I must forfeit forgiving and forgetting, you see.”  

 

We made our way to the docks to board the Penguin; A sloop wholly owned and operated by the staff of the Oghmanyte Church. Apparently, any full time resident of the Silent Room is able to earn a sailing license, with which they are allowed to procure the vessel for short excursions. “Why was this kept from my knowledge?” I asked.

“After your tragic voyage aboard the Black Moon we truly believed you wouldn’t want to know,” Raileht answered.

We set off eastward to cross Lake Dragonmere to Westgate. Raileht held the sails at broad reach, but I offered my advice to bring them in to beam reach and it worked to pick up more of the Northeasterly winds until we were able to hold our speed at 12 knots.

“Perhaps you would like to take the helm for the first leg, Jake?” Raileht said, and I gladly accepted.

As the bloody sun fell into the water at the aft, the sky off the bow was ever darkening blue. Onward into the darkness and throughout the night we sailed. The stars became obscured by a slate gray layer of clouds that seemed as if it was one vast cloud that covered the entire planet. The steady winds brought the waves to crest, and the prow cut sharply through the foamy peaks, but the repetitive splashing sounds together with the rising and falling over perfectly spaced waves frightened me, and caused me to fade away to another time when I begged for those repetitions. I drifted back to that day in the blazing heat when I tried to fill the sails of the Black Moon with will power and prayer. Both to no avail.

At one point, I just crawled into melancholy. I caught flashes of George, and I fell away into a dream until Camlet called out the Sun’s first peek over the horizon.

I was happy to get my feet back onto land, but as we walked toward the city center I felt a strange lust to get back into the boat. There is something majestic about sailing; controlling the winds to command your way to your destination. It instills a feeling of graceful power that I’d imagine only a ninja can relate to.

I scurried along at a quick pace to keep up with Camlet and Raileht, who walked with great strides and thudding stomps. Their heads were held so high they nearly fell backwards, and I could cut the tension they exuded with a dagger. Raileht looked back at me, and brought his hand around to wave me forward. “Keep up, Jake. And get your eyes off the ground. This is no place to lose sense of your surroundings.” he said. He turned his eyes back to his goal; The Tower. ”You see, Jake, my second motive for joining this quest to retrieve the stolen books was to watch over you. I wanted to assist Creasus in guiding you on your maiden adventure. I know that it’s been well over two years now that you have been in our family, but two years’ time is hardly enough to shed yourself of sudden flashbacks to your days aboard the Black Moon.”

“You mean revisiting the water? It was only Lake Dragonmere,” I replied, shrugging off his concern.

“I’m not speaking of the lake. I’m speaking of what’s to come. My concern is what you might see once you meet our enemy, for they share with you a common detail; both of you have survived by drinking blood. The only difference is they still do.”

This was certainly a point I had not considered, and I pondered the thought through a moment of silence. “Yes, that may be true, but I was thirsty, not blood-thirsty. I only did what I had to do.”

“Be that as it may,” he said. “If it is true that evil lurks in shadows, then Westgate in its’ entirety is nothing less than the shadows of Faerun. So keep your head up, your eyes up, your pace up, and do not stray.”

I looked around at the structures of rotted wood. The alleys blackened from the clouds of soot belching from useless flames burning in an iron barrel. It might have been a heat source for some poor soul, but that poor soul was nowhere to be seen. We passed shelters where we could hear the breaking of odds and ends and the cries and screams from the precipice of some stranger’s life. From a second story window we could hear someone begging forgiveness. From somewhere behind another fiery barrel I heard two cats fighting. The town was devoid of anything that grows green. “Where in Oghma’s name are we?” I mumbled to myself, though I apparently mumbled out loud because Camlet replied through his rosy cheeked grin, “We are in the land of utter assholes, and we’ve come to get our books back.”

Now, Lord Oghma, I have come to learn that people show anger in various facial strains; some strain their eyes and their foreheads furl, while some strain their teeth together and it pulls the muscles to tighten their jaws and necks. Creasus Camlet strained his cheeks and his bladed lips sunk further into his face, and he held this raging smirk with confidence. “And to get them back,” he said, I’m going to open up seventy two cans of whoop ass on some thieving vampires.”

We entered The Tower; a large stone structure where migrants and visitors must check in before they are allowed to freely, and willingly, move about the town. Those who are not merchants must pay a fee to roam. The town’s guards seemed to be happy there since they weren’t commanded to patrol the dangerous streets. I thought twice, however, and wondered if the allure might have stemmed from being closer to the corrupt palms exchanging coin. Either way, their yellow eyes watched us as we paid an entry fee, penned fake names in the register, and twisted past them and back into the littered streets.

“Where are we off to now?” I asked. “Do we know where to find the people who stole our books?”

“People?” Camlet blurted. “They’re not people. They’re vampiric scum. They’re bloodless bile piles. They’re the testicles of… ”

“Creasus!” Raileht barked, and stopped short to raise his finger before us. “Stop your anger. I need minds that are clear. I need your cunning, not your foolish emotion that will have us all killed.” Raileht straightened his posture and turned to me, “To answer your question, Jake, no we don’t know where they are just yet. I have a good mind for where they might be, but those are just educated guesses, one might say. Now follow me.”

At the doorway of Gondeth’s Mageries, Raileht warned that he would do the talking. The walls of the store were lined with shelves holding a plethora of items for the making of magic. It was all well-organized into sections of herbs and spices, mycelia and roots, berries and flowers, animal and insect parts, jars of a variety of fluids in a multitude of colors, and taking up nearly half of an entire wall was a rack of staffs. There were rocks, gems, powders, and papers. There was also a small section of books.

The counterman was a gaunt human clad in a purple wizard’s robe. His arms jutting out from the sleeves resembled stiff branches. He straightened his back, lifted his pointed chin, and nervously tapped his bony fingers on the glass counter top. It was then when I noticed a small stack of books lying adjacent to a number of scrolls shelved beneath the glass. He slowly turned his head toward me and I could see one milky eye while the other was stinging blue. “How can I be of assistance?” He asked, and moved his one good eye to follow Camlet, who stopped before the counter with his teeth clenched. Raileht threw back his hood, “Good day, Sir. My name is Mr. Person, and these are my associates Joe and Bob,” he said with a wave of his hand in our directions. Apparently, I was Bob. “We are collectors of rare books, you see, and there’s been word that you might’ve come into the recent possession of at least one such book.”

“Is that right?” the counterman said.

I scanned the bindings of the books and there it was; Wisps and Waves.

“Yes, you see one of these is a book of spells about two hundred years old titled ‘Wisps and Waves.’”

“Is that right?” repeated the counterman.

“Yes, you see we’ve heard that it was recently smuggled into Westgate, and what better place to sell a rare book of spells than to this fine establishment. Now I assure you we are not lawmen, only collectors, and we’ll gladly pay you twice the value.” With that said, Raileht pulled two bags of coins from nowhere under his cloak and placed them upon the countertop. How throughout the journey of 220 plus miles he moved as swiftly as he did, and without making the slightest jingle with all of those coins is still but a mystery to me.

The wizard looked us over one by one. He then turned his eye down to the bags of coins. “Is that right,” he said before looking up to Raileht. “Well, I’m not sure who you’ve been talking to, but there’d be no rare books come by my shop in quite some time.”

My posture stiffened and my head twitched high upon my neck. He looked over to me, and just before he asked, “You got a problem?” I realized my face had contorted into a look of questioning and disbelief.

“No, he has no problem,” Raileht interrupted, and he moved between me and the counterman.

“Then what’s with that look on his face?”

“Look? What look?” Raileht smiled, and then turned to glare at me before turning back with a smile, “He has no look on his face.”

“That look. Right there.”

He was right, but I couldn’t let it go. At that point I figured why let it go? The man was lying, and he already saw my expression telling him as much.

“No,” Raileht said, “I assure you there’s no look.”

I noticed Camlet in the corner of my eye with that anger brewing behind his brow, and his teeth clenched so tight his lips were lost behind his ball-like cheeks. I saw his hands clench into fists and he blurted, “He said there’s no look.”

“Now now, Joe!” Raileht said and turned quickly to dash to get between he and the counterman. He patted his palms against Creasus’s large chest. “Let’s not get carried away. If the man says there are no books then there mustn’t be any books. After all, if there were then why would the man not want to gain double the value of a single book that he could care less about?”

“The look I have at this moment,” I said to the man, “Is one of want to glance at the inner pages of the blue bound book right there beneath the glass.”

The man snarled and raised his hand. His fingertips pointed in my direction and as soon as I saw the blue glow I leaped to the side and avoided three ice spikes that shot past my torso and hit the wall of mushrooms. Camlet threw his cloak open, “Oh yeah?” he cried, “Take this you slimy-eyed liar!” and he pumped fireballs from his palms in succession. The counterman ducked low, avoiding the attack which set the wall on fire, and when he stood his arms quickly locked to his sides and he went completely motionless. His jaw hung low and his head and neck were stuck, bent to one side. I could see his neck and forehead straining as if some other force possessed him. It was then I noticed Raileht. His hands were upright and straining to keep the man locked and paralyzed. I pulled my mace from my cloak and slammed it into the man’s neck, knocking him unconscious.

When he woke he was bound, and we were long gone with the first book.

“What did you say of the robber’s appearance Jake?” Raileht asked. “Pale and greasy?”

“He was tanned actually, and with dark eyes. But yes, his hair was black and greasy coming from under his hood. But you can’t forget that face I assure you. His teeth were as yellow as a drunkard’s piss,” I said as we marched onward along the road. The sun had burned away the clouds, and the sky was again a deep blue occasionally broken by the clouds of smoke, yet the compacted earth that we walked upon had been blackened by hundreds of years and thousands of feet of the miscreants and general ne’er do wells that inhabited this town.

The House of Shadows and Spires was the next stop, and Raileht had to block Camlet’s kick to the doors before asking us to allow him again to do the talking. He removed a small vial from a leather pouch blessed us with a sprinkling of holy water, and the rush of strength flowed through my nerves. The billions of nerve cells like hair all seemed to stand on end at once, pricking the inner lining of my flesh. Raileht turned and gently pushed open the door to the Temple to Mask; a building of thick stone with a wooden domed roof that could only be seen from outdoors, as the inside was cut off from all natural light. The door closed behind us, leaving us in the darkness of a closed foyer. Another set of thick oak doors opened to a wide room that stunk of age and mildew, where the furthest wall glowed in orange torchlight, hardly revealing a large altar pocked with flickers of candlelight. The remainder of the room was scarcely lit, save for the heres and theres where pools of light shone from torches burning in iron sconces bolted into the stone. The rest of the room was under the cover of dusty shadows, and a dark and evil history.

Three silhouettes scurried to hiding. “Who is there?” came a voice near the altar.

We stood where we stopped at the back of the room, and Raileht announced, “I am Mr. Person, and I am travelling with my companions Joe and Bob.”

There was a long silence before the voice came again. “Turn and go.”

“Well, good sir, we’ve been travelling and…”

“Turn and go!”

“We’ve come to worship Mask, you see.”

In the firelight I could see Camlet’s mouth drop open, and his eyes were wide and flickering the reflection. He gazed at Raileht and blurted in a loud whisper, “What?”

Raileht glanced to him and raised his finger to his lips, “Shh.”

“Why did you say that?”

“Shhh!”

They started arguing in harsh whispers over Oghma’s rules of honesty, and Camlet doubled down by reminding Raileht that worshippers of Mask believe that deceit is an honorable trait.

“What are you discussing?” came the voice, and it was then when I saw the black silhouette of a man rise from the far side of the altar, and suddenly dissipate to a dark haze. Now transformed into a figure made of black mist it floated toward us, and I turned to run and called, “Look out!”

“Jake! I mean Bob!” Camlet cried. “What are you doing?”

            I threw open the door and ran through the foyer to exit the building.

“Bob! Come back!”

I heard the whoosh of Camlet’s fire and the responding cracking of misguided ice spikes, and then it was gone behind the closed doors. I jumped off the porch steps and grabbed two large chunks of random rubble from the street. I propped open the outer door with one chunk, and when I opened the door between the foyer and the great room a sudden shriek rang, and a figure jumped out of the beam of sunlight and into the shadows. I set the rubble to jam the door open, and quickly ducked behind the cover of a pew. Raileht saw me and winked. He turned and cupped his palms together and opened them before his chest as if he were pulling open a clamshell. A silver glow brewed in his palms and he sent an earthquake through to the front of the room. The impact shifted the beams and hundreds of years of dust and dirt fell from between the cracks in the dome above and through the darkness and firelight.

“Oh yes!” Camlet said, “How about some Sun you pale bitches!” and he sent an earthquake of his own. The fissures split the ground, and the altar jumped and tipped over. The walls cracked, and the roof wobbled and more dirt fell, and this time one could see faint beams of the sky begin to cut inside between the roof beams.

“Collapsing the roof might not be the best idea while we’re beneath it!” I yelled, and Camlet’s look of arrogance quickly turned to a look of wonder and worry, but this too changed to a look of utter fear when he shrieked, “Bats!” and shrieked again when the little black beast bit into his hand. The winged creature began to change back to its vampiric form, and I shot a Guiding Bolt into its back. It gave out a cry and turned to face me. Its eyes were stark red against the paleness of its face in the torchlight.

 

Camlet raised his palm and cast a Sacred Flame upon the vampire and followed with a Destroy Undead spell that blew its’ parts to spray in our faces and about the room. He motioned for me to move away toward the far end of the pews, and he turned away to scramble to the opposite end. Raileht was making his way to the altar with his left hand throwing the elements, and his right hand blasting the ceiling. He dodged ice spikes and rolled out of the way of pinpointed lightning strikes.

From a few rows down I heard Camlet questioning the situation far from under his breath, “Ice spikes? Lightning? I thought you bastards only had armies of rats!”

When I reached my post, I crouched low with my back to the pew. I tried hoIding my breath so as to not make a sound, but my heart beat and adrenaline rushed loudly through my ears, and I couldn’t hear myself keeping quiet. I peered around the corner of the pew and saw one of our enemies crouched in the outer aisle, staring at me and signaling for me to come and join him. I wanted to. I saw in his face a lonely guy who needed a companion, and he seemed so trustworthy at the moment. I stood up and walked to him. Not minding the warning cries of Raileht and Camlet, I stopped in front of him and asked, “Are you ok?” He smiled at me, and the last moment my memory serves was the glimmer of a dagger before it plunged into my chest.

 

When I came to, Raileht was casting healing spells on me. The swarm of energy passing through my body was jolting and my mind was rushing. My head wavered on my stiff neck, but I was able to see down to my chest where the wound was closed and already scabbing. Inside it felt as if the wound still existed. As if the sheath of the blade had been left inside of me behind the cut fused shut, yet there was no pain.

“Are they gone?” I asked with a great shortness of breath. Raileht stood and turned to throw his arm up to show me where the ceiling had a third of it blown out to the sun. I looked about to see a great section of the room now cast in sunlight. Everything wooden was black with mildew, everything iron or steel was rotting under rust. Then I noticed Creasus Camlet. He was humbled, and sitting upright against the back of a pew. The bat bite to his hand forced him to miss most of his attacks, and instead he was pounded with lightning and ice spikes. “Why did I do that?” I asked.

“Why did you do what?” Raileht asked.

“Why did I go to him?”

“Ah, that.” He smiled. “Let’s just say you were short on wisdom for the moment, and he was able to lure you in with his charm, that’s all.”

Camlet stared at his hand dejectedly. “I want to know how they cast ice spikes and lightning,”

“Who?” Raileht asked.

“Who? What do you mean, who? The ones we just fought! Vampires can’t throw ice spikes and lightning.”

I watched Raileht’s eyes drift upward in thought, “Hmm, I don’t know. Maybe they’re multi-classed?”

            Camlet struggled to his feet, wincing and with his hand pressed to his chest. “C’mon let’s move. We’ll most certainly have visitors soon enough.”

“Ah yes, the books,” Raileht remembered and jumped to his feet. We followed him to the altar where we each pulled torches from the wall, and continued through a door hiding behind an immense tapestry emblazoned with the symbol of Mask. The door was loose and lead to a hallway abandoned to complete darkness. At the end of the hall we found two doors, one to the left and one to the right. We checked them for locks, traps, and magic. The door on the right was hot under a poisoned lock. Camlet cast Dispel Magic, and the door knob turned without a squeak.

It was someone’s living quarters. “Yes,” Raileht whispered. “And if they find the ability to avoid the sunlight they’ll be coming here to regenerate, so we must move fast.”

He and Camlet shuffled through a writing desk and a couple of end tables, where they each discovered a variety of gems and two bags of silver and gold coins. I searched for books. There were plenty in the wall opposite the bed. Eight shelves of them, and I scanned their bindings for those that might belong to the Silent Room. Not one did, but there were a few that I thought would be fine additions to the library. I left them there. “They should have books,” I thought. “Everyone should have books.”

We exited the room to venture through the door that broke to the left in the hallway, and Raileht reacted in time to block two bolts of lightning and a jolt of energy that struck my ribcage and pushed me backward six steps.

“More damned lightning!” Camlet yelled.

I reacted with Sacred Flame onto the first of two attackers who came out of the shadow and scorched his head and shoulders.

Camlet held his hand high and called out, “Turn Undead!” with hopes to destroy the vampire, but it blocked the spell before taking a Guiding Bolt to the chest from Raileht. I watched the burning man watch me as he cupped his palms together and threw ice spikes at me. His aim was off and I rolled out of the way. The other shot lightning and this time it hit Raileht in the chest and leg, but we fought back with Camlet hitting his target with Destroy Undead as I hit mine with another Sacred Flame. Raileht bit his teeth together, and for a moment I watched his eyes take hold of his opponents mind. The vampire immediately went prone, and Camlet hit with one last Destroy Undead and destroyed the undead was, all over the walls. I felt the stabbing of ice spikes in my arm and shoulder, and retaliated with one last Sacred Flame. We gathered our torches and doused the flames that had flared up on the floor. We stepped around the inky black mist hovering in the hall, and the chunks of flesh strewn about the floor and moved on.

 

This hallway held three doors; one on either side about midway to a far door. Camlet and I each took one of the midway doors while Raileht continued on to check the one at the end of the hall. No sound came, and we gathered coins and some alchemy ingredients from each room before moving down the hall to join Raileht. He opened it slowly, revealing a small vestibule just before a spiral staircase that fell into a pit of darkness and mold. We moved silently to the top of the stairs and listened to the silence before descending. Near to the bottom we heard chanting coming from somewhere behind the stone walls of the cellar and triple checked our stealth.

      We crept into the hallway and followed the voice to a thick wooden door painted red and marked with the emblem of a black mask. Raileht cast Detect Magic and the sense was strong. With an upturned wave of his hand he dispelled the enchantment and motioned to Camlet. The three of us stepped to the side and Creasus opened the door using his Mage Hand spell. The chanting stopped, and a deafening silence was thick in the air. It was suddenly broken by Camlet mumbling a tirade of expletives that if I were to quote them here this journal would be a thing of smut and feculence. Raileht gasped and shook his head as  a low groan came from whatever was hiding in the room, before it broke into hideous laughter. Camlet smiled as wide as his cheeks would allow before a shot of lightning came through the doorway. We bolted in behind it, but the hooded figure was crouched behind a desk. I saw the silhouette of his pale hand rise in the torchlight, and I jumped behind a bookshelf just in time to avoid another electric bolt. Raileht threw out his hands and cast a Magic Circle, surrounding the vampire inside of a tube of flowing energy that stretched from floor to ceiling. Glowing runes circling the base at either end locked him inside of his cylindrical prison. He leapt to the ceiling and clung there like a spider with his legs and arms crooked at the joints.

Camlet stood with his jaw hanging, though his bewilderment was not born from the vampire’s arachnid abilities but also from Raileht’s casting abilities. The undead man tried to scurry out of the energy field encasing him, but the walls were impenetrable. He looked in Raileht’s eyes and hissed through bared fangs. He threw his palms downward, and a pack of seven wolves appeared before us. 

“I’ve had enough!” Camlet yelled, and the two of us opened up our arsenals of Guiding Bolts and Sacred Flame strikes. Inside of the fury of energy the undead’s pale hand twisted upward to grab his chest while his head twisted upward to scream beyond the ceiling. 

Raileht cried, “Go after the wolves!” and followed through with a Flame Strike that was a column of fire breathing from the ceiling. Five of the wolves went up in flames, buckled to the floor, and burned to embers. The three remaining leapt onto Raileht. They bit down, sinking their teeth into his arms and shoulder, but he managed to stay upright on his feet. The vampire missed us with two bolts of lightning.

“More damned lightning!” Camlet yelled as spit flew from the edges of his mouth. “You cheating pile of pale shit!” and he launched another Guiding Bolt into the vampire. I hit him with more Sacred Flame, and Raileht cried, “I said go after the wolves!” He reached to the mangy creature clenched to his shoulder and it gave a shriek before it went lifeless in his grip. He let it drop to the floor just as the wolf at his flank leapt and bit his neck. Raileht’s legs buckled to its weight, while another jumped and bit into his chest, taking the poor cleric to the floor. Camlet turned and killed one of the wolves with a single bolt of light, and then called for his Spiritual Weapon. I watched as a golden censer appeared in front him, swinging on its chain like a flail. Creasus pointed to the wolf and the censer smashed onto its skull. It yelped as it died, and quite frankly my dear Lord Oghma, it made me sad inside to partake in this onslaught of wolves, even if they were only specters wrought from the hand and bent mind of an undead.        I turned back to the vampire who was trying to charm me with his glowing eyes, but the tube he was trapped in gave us immunity to his spells. I stared back into its eyes and fired a Guiding Bolt that was enough to blast the evil creature to mist. Raileht got to his feet. “We need to run,” he said.

“We need to get the books,” I reminded.

“Jake’s right,” Creasus said. “We need to get those books.”

“Yes, we do,” Raileht agreed. “But then we need to run before they regenerate. We are in their resting place, you know.”

            We found the Book of Nalufaen in the center drawer of the writing desk. Its cover was of a strange wax like substance that I would guess is a derivative of some sea creature. The title and adornments, glazed in gold leaf, were masterfully sculpted into the cover and binding, yet there was a strange life to them, as they all seemed to waver when you stared at them for a bit. Raileht held the book between us and opened the cover. A blue glow grew from the pages scribed in the tongue of the Sea Elves. Raileht closed the cover and slid the book into his back pack. “Let’s move on,” he said. “We don’t have any time to waste.”

“Where are we off to?” Camlet asked, as we picked up our stride to escape the wretched temple.

“We’re off to find Savatone,” Raileht answered, as he flitted healing spells over his head.

“Who is Savatone?” I asked.

“Savatone is the man you witnessed stealing the books.”

I wondered how he knew the man’s identity from such a vague description that I had given him.

Raileht continued as his strides grew longer, “Savatone is nothing more than a thief who subcontracts for whichever organization will pay for his services, and who is known to be a devout worshipper of Mask. I’d consider him a hitman if he could kill a man, but Savatone is hardly proficient at his own career in thievery let alone murder.”

“How do you know that the man I saw was this Savatone?”

“Because Jake, your vague description of him matches enough, while the rest of the clues speak loudly. His inability to pilfer without being spotted. The tunic; Savatone always wears a tunic with the symbol of Mask emblazoned on the front. I am very confident he is the man we’re searching for.”

The sun was deep in the west and bleeding the sky, where in the east I caught sight of a single star poking through the purple. Camlet began mumbling to himself, “Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight…” I rolled my eyes and saw a ragged man earning coppers by lighting the sconces along the streets. Fish-boils and a lack of soap shrouded the town in the stench of low tide and decay.

We headed up along North Ssemm Spur to the Rotten Root Tavern. Raileht again commanded that he do the talking, but one sight of Camlet’s clench-jawed grin-of-hatred made all of the patrons turn a cold shoulder toward our High Priest. “I beg of you… fine patrons of this establishment…” I was stupefied by Raileht’s monologue, but the people acknowledged him nonetheless. “… my companions and I are only looking to… rekindle our relationship with our old friend, Savatone. We would be happy to pay you for the information.”

“What’s his first name?” called a voice from one of the tables in the shadows. We craned our necks looking out to where the voice came from, and when all heads turned to the one rosy-faced man sitting with friends at a dice game Raileht asked him, “What?”

“His name,” the man returned. “What is Savatone’s first name?”

Raileht stood with his lower lip quivering and his eyes darted around looking for an answer. “Uh… uh…” All heads turned away again, and we exited in a hurry. “The word of our doings in this town will be spread around here soon enough,” Raileht said. “We must find Savatone right away.”

Tavern after tavern, we were getting no information on the whereabouts of Savatone. I had no desire to see that face again, yet I knew I wanted my memory of it to change to where it was one of remorse. I wanted that yellow toothed smile to close under tightened lips and to bow to his chest in shame. I wanted my memory of his dark eyes that shimmered with manic confidence to fall to watch the floor, fueled by an inner gushing of humility. That is what I craved at the moment. Though by the foulness of the town, and the incivility of its people, it appeared to me that this is what is considered “normal” in Westgate, and that left me with very little faith that Savatone would display any sign of contrition.

We traversed a large portion of the town, making our way to the southeast section when in an alley behind the Old Beard Tavern I caught sight of a man, as beaten down as the streets of Westgate, holding his hands over a burning barrel. His face was silhouetted under the hood of his cloak, but as I drew closer his face began to take form in the firelight. His eyes were sharp blue in a yellow glaze and they glistened with firelight through the furrows stretched along his drawn and soot-streaked face. Those eyes met mine, and he threw his finger in the air. “Coppers?” he asked, to which I replied, “I have better. I have silver if you can provide information.”

“What kind of information?” he asked, and he hacked and swallowed a wad of phlegm.

“I need to know the whereabouts of a friend of mine,” I said.

“A friend is it?”

“Yes, a friend of mine named Savatone.”

      His chin fluttered and his eyes flitted from my hood to my boots and then he scanned the others. “Yeah, well whadaya want with him?”

“We only want to see him about a purchase,” I answered.

“Well whadaya lookin’ to purchase?” he asked, and again scanned the three of us nervously.

“Look,” I said, and held out my leather coin purse that I shook before his eyes. “Do you want the silver or not?”

Again he hacked into his fist and swallowed, then looked away toward the stars. “I know the three of you could simply kill me if I cheated you, so why not let me hold the silver before I tell you what you want to know.”

“Fair enough,” I said, and handed him a silver piece from the purse. “Here. Now talk.”

“I don’t want him to know that I told you anything, so please don’t go saying Granath told you.”

“We won’t, Granath.” I held my hand out for a gentleman’s shake. “Since we’re opening up to each other, I guess I’m Bob. These are my companions, Mr. Person and Joe.”

He examined each of them again before looking down to gaze at my outstretched hand. He took it limply and quickly let go. “Okay. Well, he’s in the Old Beard right there.”

From behind me I heard Camlet gasp. “What are we doing here?”

“Really? And I gave you silver for that?”

“I… Well, you said…”

“I know what I said old man, but… eh, forget it.” The three of us turned to head into the tavern.

“Listen, I know you feel like you’ve been cheated,” he called. “I only asked for a copper!”

“Yeah yeah,” I muttered.

“Have a Merry Maskmas!”

We walked for a moment in silence as my thoughts swirled. “What in Oghma’s name is Maskmas?” I asked.

Raileht said, “Apparently, it is a holiday to celebrate evil.”

“Shouldn’t there be lights?” I asked. “Or decorations, or the smell of baked goods? Something. Anything festive?”

“Jake!” Raileht said. “You can’t be here!”

I stopped in my steps and turned to him. “What do you mean?”

“I mean you are the only one of us that Savatone has seen. He might be able to identify you as easily as you can identify him. You can’t be here right now.”

He made a very valid point that left me thinking.

“He’s right you know,” Camlet agreed.

“Then what do you suppose I do, go warm my hands with Granath?”

“Well no, don’t be ridiculous.” Camlet said. “Maybe just stand outside and wait for us.”

“Yes, that’s the best idea,” Raileht agreed, and they turned up the rickety steps to the double doors of the tavern as he commanded that Camlet allowed him to do the talking.

I waited outside at the bottom of the stairs until I was struck with realization. I walked back to Granath beside the burning barrel, “Hey Granath!”

“Oh, hey… what was it again? Bohn?”

“No, it’s Bob, but that doesn’t matter, Granath. What matters is that the silver piece I gave you should at least buy me some information that is useful.”

“Useful?”

“Yes, useful.”

“Useful… well the information I gave you is what you asked for.”

“Yes, but it truly was of no use. So I want to know where Savatone stays.”

“Stays?”

“Yes, stays. Where does Savatone stay? Where does he live?”

“Oh! Well Bob, he stays at the Bent Mermaid up by the docks.”

“The Bent Mermaid?”

“Oh yeah sure! The Bent Mermaid. Number twelve.”

“Up by the docks?”

“Yes sir, up by the docks alright!”

“Well thank you very much for the useful information Gran. Is it okay that I call you Gran? Or Granny?”

“Oh….well….I never gave it much thought before…. But now that I do I think I’d rather be called Granath!”

“Granath?”

“Oh yeah, Granath for sure.”

“Okay then. Thank you very much for the useful information, Granath.”

“Oh sure, no problem. You know, if you ever need any other information Bob, I know a lot of stuff,” he said, and hacked and swallowed.

“Okay, I’ll keep that in mind,” I said, and turned back to wait by the tavern steps. As I approached, the door crashed open from the flying bodies of two men being flung down the stairs. There were blue and yellow flashes lighting up the room through the windows, and the harsh sounds of violence happening behind the walls. Out walked my companions with Raileht barking at Camlet, “What were we thinking? That he carries the book around on his possession?”

“Don’t worry, I know where it is,” I said. “Follow me!”

We were making our way into the pallid gaslight of Eastgate Street. Granath stood silent as he watched us pass by in haste. “What did you do to Savatone?” I asked.

Raileht scoffed. “Let’s just say that if he doesn’t get someone to lay healing hands on him soon, this planet will be going on with one less thief upon it.”

We aimed toward the river and the Bent Mermaid, room number 12.

Camlet picked the lock on the door and we entered the dank room. Raileht cast Daylight which caused Camlet to grimace, and caused the room to reveal all of its splinters and mold. A single bed, nothing more than large pillow of wool sagged in the corner, where in the opposite corner a rusted basin sat upon a small dresser beside a bookcase. The three of us moved to rifle through the few shelves of books and pamphlets, but the book we searched for was not to be found. Camlet hurried to the bed and lifted it from the floor. A stench of body odor was released to float about the room like the ghost of Savatone himself. It was also released from concealing the book – Notes of Revenge, a thin journal bound in wooden panels, and authored by one of the soldiers who fought alongside King Duar during the raid to retake Cormyr for the Purple Dragons. His name was Grandel Threshen, and his name is forever engraved in its binding.

We knew there was not a hope in the world to spend the night in Westgate without needing to battle our way out at the next sunrise, so we chose to sail by night.

The billions of stars gave substance to the blackness of the night sky. The breeze was gentle on the eyes, yet tangible enough to fill the sail and bring tears to blur my vision ever so slightly until every star was formed with 5 points. “Why, when I first floated up to Suzail, did you not heal me when you dragged me to shore?” I asked.

“I didn’t drag you to shore,” Raileht said.

“I understand, but Sedranis did, and surely you knew about it.”

“Yes, we knew. Everyone knew,” he said, and turned his eyes down to his fingers that rolled in and out of each other, but his eyes were far from there as he was watching the memory of his own experience of that day play out before him.

“I asked Sedranis if I could heal you, damnit I begged Sedranis to heal you. He said his decisions were directed by Oghma himself.”

Camlet was nodding his head, “He doesn’t lie, I was there.”

Raileht agreed with Camlet’s nod with a nod of his own. “Yes Creasus, you remember. We sat in Council and debated over you, Jake.”

“Yes, we did,” Camlet added. “And Sedranis told us that the wounds on your body were to heal to scars, and that we weren’t allowed to interfere with the healing process.”

“Yes,” Raileht interrupted, “Those scars etched into your arms are there to remind you of not only what you endured, but of what so many others have, or are currently enduring. Sedranis says that Oghma doesn’t want you to forget how you can help others.”

I realized the tightness of the scar tissue along my arms without touching it, and I pondered the circumstance of being such a focal point of a god. My thoughts were deafening, but once I rejoined the moment aboard the boat, encompassed by the stars above and their reflection in the water below, the silence inside was comforting. I came out of my head and listened to the sound of water slapping against the hull, but I wasn’t frightened. Maybe it was the lack of the Sun’s evil rays and its oppressive heat, or perhaps it was the lack of salt with which the Great Sea will paint the lips and sting the sinuses. Whatever it was I was not haunted by the memories as much as I had expected. There were a few flashes again but I wasn’t afraid.

I thought of our excursion, and the turmoil and rot in which Westgate is steeped. I thought of Savatone, and wondered if he is still alive, and whether or not he was plotting revenge at that very moment. “We need to fix the library,” I said.

They looked my way and questioned me without a word, though I never met their eyes as mine were focused on my thoughts. I continued, “It’s really dumb to keep such valuable books upon open shelves.” I looked to Raileht, and then to Camlet. Both of their heads had drooped away to consider my observation. “Don’t you think?” I asked. It took a while before they nodded their heads in agreement.

Raileht was bathed in blue starlight, staring off into the distance where his thoughts were. After a moment he spoke.

“I’m proud of you, Jake.”

On only one hand could I count the times I’ve heard those words directed toward me. I felt a pang of happiness, and pride.

“You’ve come a long way from your… youthful ways, and what I thought, and frankly speaking, expected would be an everlasting skepticism. But you’ve grown in leaps and bounds. Embracing your faith in Oghma, and acting with a… with a kind and honest heart and mind. Holding those virtues, honesty and kindness, so high,” He stared off and nodded his head and smiled.

Camlet turned his eyes up from the deck to consider me. “Yeah, I’m proud of you too.”

“I think I should be thanking you both right now…”

“No need,” Raileht interjected

I continued, “…But I was only ever a skeptic because no God had ever come to me before: You know, to intervene in my life. My belief is only based on the evidence and is most certainly not based on faith.”

The two looked away and back to the deck, as if they had revoked their praises and stuffed them back into their cloaks.

“But I do thank you, Brother Raileht,” I added. “And you Brother Creasus. It was the great amount of energy and persistence that the two of you sacrificed which brought me to where I am today.”

Raileht lifted his head high, and pride washed his face. “I would like to think we make a good team.”

“Aye!” Camlet exclaimed.

“Aye! And to that…” I said, as I dug into my pack for a flask of rum that Marta had packed for me. “…we shall drink to the team!” I pulled the cork and threw back a swig before passing the bottle to Camlet. “Drink up and pass it on!” I said with a soaring spirit in my veins.

“To Brotherhood!” Camlet announced, and drank a shot.

“Aye, to Brotherhood!” We repeated, and rejoiced in the moment where the flow of positive energy, beaming from each of our cores, met in the center of the boat to form a presence of happiness that will always well up out of hiding after the realization of an invigorated kinship.

Raileht handed the flask back to me, and we all took one more pass as we hailed going home with nine pairs of clean skivvies.

“And maybe one day we can turn in this Sloop, and buy us a Cutter. An extra headsail would certainly make these journeys more efficient, wouldn’t you say?” I added, but I only received sighs in return.

It was then when I turned to think beyond my view of the stars, back to when we fought the vampires. My Dearest Lord Oghma, if you would one day be so kind as to consider bestowing upon me the power to cast Destroy Undead, I would be forever most grateful. I understand it is a long and challenging road to earn such a blessing, and I ensure you that I am most fit to face the challenge. Though I will admit, with regard to the effect of the spell my emotions are mixed. I wonder if we can employ an improvement. I would like to propose when one effectively casts the Destroy Undead spell the target becomes a wispy, ghost-like mass of vapors, exactly as the vampires do when we knock them into unconsciousness. Or perhaps they turn into a neatly placed pile of ash, as picking fingers from my pockets, or teeth and other chunks from my hood are not fun things to have to do. It’s a mess that is not easily removed from wool, nor is the taste of their body sprayed into my eyes and upon my lips so easily removed from memory.

Now I lay me down to sleep. I pray Oghma my soul to keep. If I shall die before I wake. I pray Oghma my soul to take.

Your humble servant,

Jake